“God Closing Doors vs. You Opening Them”

You may be in a season where
people leave you, job ends, money runs out, things aren’t 100% working out,
you’re losing friends or just experiencing loss in general. Gosh, trust me that
I understand. I honestly believe I went through that very thing for an entire
YEAR. It was the longest year of my life. You really learn who you trust in
your darkest hours. I learned that I could lean on and really trust God. He
didn’t just become a part of my daily bible ritual—He really became my entire
life. I had to cling to Him. It seems like your whole world is caving in and
the only One that makes sense is Christ alone. That’s if we decide to turn to
Him instead of our circumstances.

I can recall certain
situations in life where I tried to stay in a relationship, a job or in a
certain place and I just knew deep down that God was closing that door that I
desperately kept propped up. I wanted to so badly to stay in those
situations—to stay comfortable versus dealing with the fear of the unknown. The
fear of being single, the fear of not having enough to pay my bills, the fear
of losing loved ones, the fear of not measuring up, the fear of not being good
enough or whatever else.  Sometimes, we
try to put a comma where God puts a period. Although I shouldn’t have been surprised—God
shut those doors. He popped my little pretend-happy bubble. I could have
continued to stay in those places and continued those sentences. I could have
had a run-on sentence & created an entire storyline.. where God put a
period. So, while we’re here—I ask you, do you have any sentences that have
continued that you know God ..never intended for you to continue? Most of those
sad stories should have never happened. It comes with the territory of ignoring
God and living the life we want to live. The heartache, the lies, the abuse,
the abortions, the loneliness—you see, God knew these things would come if you
stayed around longer then you were supposed to. You couldn’t see those things
ahead of time because you were blinded by pretend love, money, status, power, sex,
drugs, being comfortable or whatever else. I  DO believe that God does work out things for
our good when we live for Him. So don’t beat yourself down if you created an
entire storyline.  If you aren’t living
for Christ right now, that can change right now. It’s wrapped up in a daily
decision to just wake up and live for Him again. God can heal us; no matter how
far we’ve fallen away from Him. He longs for your entire heart.

I recall spending the night
at my boyfriend’s house when I was single but I would wake up every morning no
matter what and would spend hours with God. Sounds weird right? Yeah, one would
think that I would start applying what I learned and take my tail home. Anyway,
 I continued to spend time with God  & I sat on the guy’s bed and the Lord
would show me that I needed to break the relationship off and if I didn’t, it
would only get worse. How’s for that? Not long after, we broke up. I was
heartbroken but now I understand. God put a period there and it’s not for me to
go & try to create some story that should have never been written.  I watched the relationship go downhill. No
matter how much I prayed, hoped and wished things would work out or whatever
else..The season was over. It was time to move on. Matter of fact, I question
the very start of some of my past relationships & situations, those doors
were opened by Heather and not Jesus.

You see, those people, jobs,
places or whatever else are stumbling blocks. You are tripping over them and
falling flat on your face, over and over again. If I placed stumbling blocks in
your way as you were walking down the street, you would look at me like I was
crazy and walk around them. You would tell me to STOP harassing you and leave
you alone. You would say “Heather, clearly I can see that you’re putting huge
bricks in my path, I’m not stupid, I’m just going to walk around them—why the
heck would I just trip over them and fall flat on my face?”

I believe this question is
what all of heaven and the angels ask when we continue in a place where we have
stumbling blocks.. and we just keep tripping over them.. over & over again.
So, God sends help. He sends blogs, your pastor, your friends, books or
whatever else to speak into your heart. Instead, you ignore them and you
continue to walk into each block. Doesn’t it sound crazy with that image of me
just walking up on you & placing square bricks in your path as you’re
walking? You would think I was crazy! Why don’t you feel the same way about
satan? And let’s stop blaming him for everything, he sends the stumbling blocks
and you have a choice. You don’t have to trip over them. You can trust God
& live for HIM in the midst of whatever is going on. Remember that God will
give you a way out of every temptation. What temptations are you facing? Sister
or Brother, you are NOT alone. ALL of us experience those tests and trials.  I just want to remind you that you don’t need
“he” or “it” to make you happy. You really need Christ and if you don’t allow
Him to strip you of your idols, you will stay in bondage to those idols
forever. Remember that God leads and guides your life. Trust Him, even if your
story isn’t playing out the way you intended. He’s with you.

At times, people try to tell
me that my life is perfect (and TRUST me, it’s FAR from it!!!!) and that I’ll
never understand what they are going through. They say I have the husband, the
ministry or whatever else. They see the product of my obedience to Christ but
they don’t see the WORK that went into getting where I am today. I just want
you to know that I could have a different life story.  Instead of trying to write my own life story,
I submitted my life to the One who created me. I have a choice to live for God
daily. I could have said “screw this all”—I’m staying with my ex boyfriend,
even though God told me to end it. I could have said “Forget reading the bible,
this takes too much.” I could have said “Waiting to kiss until my wedding day?
PLEASE. I aint waiting that long, I need me some sex.” Do you know that I had a
choice in the matter?  I have a choice to
write this blog.  I could have said “I’m
leaving my marriage at the sign of a first bad argument or whatever else. So
please, don’t send me any emails saying that I don’t understand. I was once
single, I know and understand the struggles you go through. Where do you think
these blogs and my future book is coming from? I’m most passionate about this
area of relationships because it’s where I had the most pain. I went through
HELL and back as a single. & got serious about my relationship with God and
stopped dating randoms & met & married my husband, God’s way. So I
challenge you in your own life. YOU HAVE A CHOICE!!!!

….Instead
of comparing your life to my life, a pastor, a singer, some reality tv person
or whoever else; start comparing yourself to the bible. Take your life and line
it up against the bible and use it as a mirror to show you your heart. Let’s
not blame anybody else for where we are in life and start taking responsibility
for our actions. Granted, you cannot control your life and some of the things
that have happened to you but you can control how you respond to them. I want
the plan that God has for my life. I don’t want anything outside of it. I want
His perfect will so I’ve stopped praying for meaningless, material things and I started
praying that my heart would be molded to look like His. So what if I have a
couple nice things here & there—what does it mean if my  heart is wicked and hardened towards Him—as a
Christian? I just cannot afford it and neither can you. I cannot afford to live
this life as a pretend Christ—saying all of these things with my mouth but my
heart is so far from Christ. I long to stand before God one day when this is
all finished and hear Him say “Well Done my child. Thank you for living for Me
& giving me your entire heart.” Oh gosh, it brings tears to my eyes if I
lived this whole life and then stood before God and He said that “I never knew
you—get away from me as I explained to Him that I preached in His name, wrote
books in His name or whatever else.” This is a lot deeper than a blog you’re
reading. I believe that God is crying out to you. Crying out to you because He
wants to become your first love again. He is so jealous for all of the things
and people you place in front of Him. He longs to be first. Please, sister. Brother.
Give your entire heart to Him again. Spend time with Him daily and let Him lead
you. I can promise you that it won’t be easy but you’ll grow spiritually and
the tests & trials will give you endurance and character.

I love you & I’m praying
for you.

I am writing this blog as I
fly from Dubai to the United States. I was just in Africa for a week spending
some time at the orphanage there that we have teamed up with to help support.
It was a life changing trip. I will blog about it later and show pictures. I
just want to thank everyone who prayed for our team and supported financially.
I love you dearly.

Also, my husband just
released his first book!! It’s called “So, You Want To be Married?” This book
will WRECK you and challenge you as a single or if you’re married. It’s a must
read! You can find it here: www.SoYouWantToBeMarried.com

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